assalamualaikum

bismillahirahmanirrahim

hai semua.. hehe.. selamat hari sabtu.. feeling bahagia harini.. sbb ape? sbb smlm ami luahkan segala galanya pd someone perasaan sebenar ami pd dy.. rasa lega ya amat.. alhamdulillah.. dy nak fikir ape, ye fikir lhaa.. niat ami ikhlas ckp bnda tuhh tau.. opps, sorry.. ami ta pernah pun story pasal dy kat blog ami kn.. pic dy punn ami tade.. sbb ami segan na berselfie ngan dy.. haha.. jumpa punn jarang skli.. sbnrnyee dy adalah manusia yg always give memories pd ami.. dy special, baik, nakal, manja, gedikk, sombong semua lhaa dy..  mcm2  perangai dy.. smpai kadang kadang ami terfikir, ehh, cmne tahh ley minat dy.. pelikk.. kenal dari sekolah rendah lagi.. tp, time sekolah rendah dulu, takut giler ngan dy.. n dy tergolong dlm golongan budak yg ami bnci.. hehe.. sorry lhaa, today's mood : only him.. haha.. *gatal.. knp ehh, sbb nmpak mcm budakk nakal kot..tu yg meluat betul lhaa.. rasa dy cm ajet ajet bagus jee.. hahahhaahah.. ntahlah.. after upsr tuhh, never noticed him until one day, time tuhh form 4... g pasaraya masli dpn rumah tu bli brg dapur.. terserempak ngan dy.. kat kaunter.. tetiba jantung, pergh, degup laju giler.. ta fhm knp.. padahal ramai jee da jmpe kwn yg lain.. tp, tah lhaa.. maybe da bsar.. so, rasa cm lain lau jmpe kwn lama.. kot.. then blikk tuh, g cc.. na onl fb (time ni tade lappy lg).. biasa lhaa budak2, tau fb jee pelengkap hidup dulu.. hahaah.. online online online, ehh, ting ting, msg msukk.. nama "HA--Q-- --Z----" ehh, ni budak yg kat msli tuhh.. cpt btol online jugakk.. (dlm hati je lhaa) then sembang sembang lhaa ngan dy.. dy mnx numb fon.. alahh, kwn lama kn, so bg je lhaa.. kebetulan, time tuhh mmg nga single sbb bru ptus ngan someone yg very annoying.. hmpir 6 bulan kot kitorg msg kol msg kol.. tade perasaan ape ape punn.. ye lhaa.. mls fikir.. tetiba, on the date of 11/3/11 dy 'lamar' aq.. cewah.. hahahahahaahha.. time tuhh mmg feeling hancur lhaa na kwn ngan llki.. cz ta sng ahh na bg laki suka2 singgah lau main2.. tp, setan bnykk masatu kat telinga.. dy suruh accept.. so, ami try to accept him, but only for ex ami jeles.. that is it.. tp, smuanya flip over.. niat hati nak mainkan perasaan org, akhirnya kecundang sendiri, cz tewas ngan perasaan sndiri.. weyy, dy nihh pakai bomoh ape tah, sampai hati ami nihh, betul betul terikat ngan dy.. pheww~~~

sounds like yekk yekk kn.. tp tu lhaa berlaku.. allah kata jgn berdendam, nnti parah.. ha, padan muka ami.. so, hbgn kitorg bertahan for 2 years jee.. tatau cmne leyy ptus.. msing msing ade salah kot.. for the whole world, against us.. how can we being together without any bless.. everybody around me, cukup cukup ta suka ami ngan dy.. i dont get it.. limaza? no answer. no answer. no answer.sometimes rasa cm pehal semua org, jeles ape.. tah lhaa.. bila baru jd tuhh,, tetiba dy dipanggil untukk msuk MRSM ohh my.. knp knp knp kne prgitngglkn ami pulakk an.. tp, for his future, let it be.. so, dy msukk situ, n ami ditingglkan untk kali prtma.. syg org yg jaauuuh nihh,, dugaan dy, makk oiii, bnyakk.. sikit sikit tgk pic dy, msti akn, sbar hati.. sbar.. msti akn mkn hati sndiri.. tp, kwn kn? bia lhaa.. try implant the trust sikit2..tp, nak kata lhaa kn, dah org skeliling ami ta suka ami ngan dy, then ade lhaa cerita2 yg bukan bukan pasal dy.. dy tu kuat merokok lhaa, kaki motor lhaa, kaki perempuan.  lhaa.. ta psti sama ada those stories is true or fitnah.. cause he is too far from me.. and i didnt know anything 'bout him before this.. but, in relation, i keep on trusting on him.. selagi ami ta nmpak those thing brlaku, selagi itu lhaa ami ta percaya apa2... dyorg marah cz ami ta caya.. tp, slgi mmpu sbar, ye ami sabar lhaa kn.. melenting sesuka hati punn ta gunaa..yg ami tau, yg ami knl dy, dy baikk.. dy hantar amikk balikk ami dari kerja, dy bawakk ami g buad lesen kereta and yg paling penting, dy bagi kbhgiaan pd ami,, means, never let me down.. tah lhaa.. words cannot explain it.. love is too blind.. how kitorang bleyy clash punn tatau.. tetiba jee.. time tuh kat tmpt blja kereta.. hamikk kau, ponteng keje satu hari, menonggeng menangis.. haha.. ta dpt terima sbb tade alsn kukuh kitorg clash.. maybe dy nak sndiri kot.. ntah lhaa.. yg lucu nyaa, kitorg ttp sambut second anniversary walaupun dah clash. faham ta?  giler kan? lpas clash, bukan ta berhubung.. ade jee msg and everything seems alright.. nothing is happen probably.. am i too fanatic towards him? yes i am..  to be continued.. panjang sgt.. haha.. daaaaa...

sweety,

xoxo  

Bismillahirahmanirahim..
Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah dah nak akhir bulan May dah punn..cepat kan? pejam celik pejam celikk, tup tup, ehh, ami dah abis asasi.. haha.. cepat sangat rasanyaa.. ehh, da 19 tahunpunn? muehehe.. tahun  dah twentyth.. tidakkkk!!!!! hahaha.. ta sedia mana lagi..  iman goyah lgi der.. ta sngka dah na tuaa.. hahaah.. btw, its great to finish my tamhidi.. yeahh, sad, happy, excited, curious and everything lhaa ade perasaan nyaa punn.. haihh ==' btw, me and housemate doing something crazy after the final exam.. not done for the next day to come, on the last paper day, we immedietly doing something crazy that never be done before this.. we were going to I City! yeah, that's not crazy right? but we went there without even thinking where we gonna sleep on that day.. ala ala  musafir lhaa gitu.. puii.. hahaah.. dah lhaa memasing buad buad bijak kononnya tau beno lhaa jalan na ke sana tuhh.. yg drive nyee  ye ami.. so kami, mmprcayai kebolehan apps waze, jd bergurukan bnda alah tu lhaa kitorang go there.. yeah, ade gakk gado tie bce maps.. nmpkk beno lhaa hai ta amik geografi.. fail sume bce maps.. hahaahah.. pendkk kan cite, mmg AWESOME.. just four of us, dah puasa on the last paper, than buka puasa ats jln sbb trsekat ngan jammed.. salah msuk lorong.. msukk tol keluar balikk, marah org jaga tol balikk duit konon salah padahal betull aishh,.. smua cm ta bpe btol.. and the most thing, kena tahan polis kul 3 pagi sbb still merayau tatau tujuan.. mueheheh.. here we are!

See? ni baru 0.01% pic kami.. haha.. berselfie using the Iphone and monopad.. mmg havoc.. rasa I city tuhh ats nama kitorg berlima.. ahahah.. abis exam tuhh lepakk ngan housemate at giant nilai, thinking like giant = alamanda.. haha..

abis exam jugakk feeling feeling mcm retis dukk flash sana flash sini.. mmg dodol =='

so this is my beloved housemate.. D4-5 :) me love youu :*

for sure ramai tertanya tanya kann.. nape ami sorg hijau? hahaah.. cos all my housemate is in the law field whereas me, in the science field.. on that day, they were having law paper.. that is why there are all wearing just black and white.. ami doakan semua berjaya jd lawyer yg adil saksama dan berjaya one day.. amiin :)

be far from the, really really make me miss them so bad.. huh.. i hate to say goodbye.. hope the friendship till jannah.. amin :)

so, sekarang ami di rumah.. di pontian tercinta.. ehee.. da kerja sambilan dah punn.. jd clerk di stu kdai keta.. alhamdulillah setakat ni dpt bos yg baik baikk smuaa.. pheww~ mcm2 aktiviti gakk da jd at pontian nihh.. currently, going to Tanjung Piai.. sounds funny coz it really near with our house, but enjoy! ye lhaa.. mother's day kononnya.. so spent the whole day with moms.. haha..

so this is my queen of heart.. supermom! Adibah binti Sahar@Ismail.. Isn't shee look so young? mmg ami tabik lhaa dgn mak sbb mmg muka dy still nmpak muda wlaupun thun nihh 45 years old.. Iluvyouu mom.. i wish to have you for the whole day of life.. Stay healthy mom! I promise to take care of you and ubah family jd lebihh baikk.. InsyaAllah as long as mak ade ngan kite ehh :)

Mother's Day on 10th May

bukan lhaa sambut gilang gemilang pu.. just na adakan satu hari untk bagi present kat makk.. for those yg tau smbut hari ibu tu ta bape elok, ye, im know about that.. just need a day to appreciate her sungguh sungguh.. ye lhaa.. mak kite ni ta suka terima hadiah kalau bukan ade special event :P

So ni kami di Tanjung Piai.. Penghujung Benua Asia :)

huh.. alot of thing to share about, but, need to go,, daaa.. assalamualikum

sweety,

xoxo

cycle of dunya :'D

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
assalamulaikum, morning :)
alhamdulillah dpt hidup lg smpaii skrg nihh.. alhamdulillah.. what goes aound comes around.. ehee.. tu namanyaa dunia kan..too long not updated my blog.. ehee.. sorry, being bz in usim.. almaklum, dana abis tamhidi daa.. time time nihh sume deadline assignment da na smpai.. wlau da bg lama, tp, biasa lhaa, grouping kan so, mmg akn jd lmbat jugakk.. tp kadang kadang tuhh ami lhaa puncanya.. lmbat.. ehee. but, bukan sesuka ati amy na dtg lmbat punn. hmm, block jauhh dari block dentist, so na menapak turun dari tingkat 4 bukan senang punn.. ishh --' sbb tu jee.. currently, my beloved phone ilang :'( adiah dri ude.. sony experia E.. anyone? saw my phone? pliss pray for #sonyexperiaE hahahaa.. teringt lakk satu member dri PLKN nihh.. bleyy plakk dy na tweet pasal phone ami dlm tweeter.. ahaa.. lucu --' suka nganjing je lbihh.. hmm, too many things had happen this around time.. Allah mmg suka na uji stiap hamba dy kan.. na tengok kite nihh ckup kuat ke ta untuk hadapi semua tuhh.. for sure, everybody tauu sal MH370 rite? its soo sadis rite? tuhh dugaan allah pd kuarga mangsa.. na tengokk cukup kuat n ckup sabar ta na handle ujian dari Dia..tp, dlm alQuran sndiri ade ckp, yg Allah takan uji seseorg beyond one strength.. tp, kadang kadang, memang kite akan rasa cam, ouchh, sakit ya Allah.. dugaan nihh.. sakit.. baru baru nihh, alhamdulillah, ami dpt fon baru dri member baru mak.. i think, dy minat mak.. so, maybe dy pancing ami dgn bg benda-benda mcmnihh.. sbb ami yg pling keras kpla dlm fmily.. but, dy lupa.. im not the one yg akan lmbut aty lau tabur ngan duit.. bg lhaa duit berjuta punn.. mmg ta lhaa ami na suka diaa punn.. sirius, muka dy sbiji mcm abah.. so, makin makin makin ami ta sukaa.. sorry.. but it is reality.. aq ta ske lelaki yg pura pura nihh..

a pleasant day :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
assalamualaikum..
hai lovely..
Gong Xi Fa Cai ! ehee.. tonight is my first night at home sweet home..  pontian <3.. after mid sem exam, finally dduk rumahh.. ya allah, tolonglah bg lhaa result yg gempak.. hmm, ami da pnat kena gelakk. da bnyak kali usaha over  dari  org, tp still dpt grade yg pling low..  hmm, ta faham.. apee rncngan allah sebenarnyaa.. confuse.. ya allah aq berusaha lbeyy dri diorg, doa doaku msih blom dimakbulkan?  aq bnyakk dosa ke? ampunilah aq ya allah.. astagfirullah, astagfirullah, astagfirullah.. hmm, rezki tuhh, urusan allah kan? yeah, Dia lbeyy mngthui.. only pray for the best.. niat aq murni, in syaa Allah.. buat ape2 sedey2 kan? come on! at rumahh nihh.. hehe.. tomorrpw wanna jog with my beloved family.. yeay!

this is me and my sis :) today's story tengokk bunga api.. yippy!

my sis nihh umo bru lhaa 16 thun, tp bdn, tinngi kalahkan ami yg 19 nihh ok.. whatt thee ... hahaaha.. yg pling mnyedihkan sikit, blikk cuti mid sem 2 nihh, pergh,, ami pling pendek? huwaaaaaa.. my bro sorg nihh da mninggi.. tidakkkkkkk ! kalau susun dah mmg mcm tangga.. n the last step is, of course me :3 ta boleyy blah ye.. tp, sirius lawakk.. kuar mlm nihh just na kjar bunga api? haha.. lari tambak, patah pantai pontian, lari pantai, masuk prit mesjid.. huh, pusing2 last2 benti tepi jln, tgk mercun.. --'.. sirius lucuu..

hmm, spruh sem 2, alhamdulillah aq da lalui.. yeah, bnyakk bnda berlaku.. assignment,, fuhh, toksehh dok kate lhaa, bertimbun-timbun.. alhamdulillah, nsibb baikk da bli this new lappy.. i such a good helper you know to finish all my assignments.. huh.. one of that is my Vlog (bebudakk law kate).. kitorg pnggil video individual presentation.. sirius, lucuu.. the amaze facts about smiling :) just smile to have a better moment guys.. 

this is my Vlog.. language, terabur.. hehe :D but, quite satisfied.. so, good trying.. hee :D

aritu kann, dlm class ict, madam ta msukk, then na tau ta ami wat apee? ami  tgkk video arian.. smuanyaa.. sirius,he is the very cute baby.. ohh <3 mata, bibir, kulit, snyum, intelligence, ahh everything lhaa.. to tomok and wife,bersyukur dpt baby mcm arian tuhh.. ehee

yeahh, this is arian.. isn't he's cute? hehe.. loveyouu baby 

since it alreadyy too late, i need to go bed.. bubye, have a nice day.. 

everything happen in this world has their own reasons..

nobody knows, no one knows the miracle  behind it..

we have the rights to choose our on life

whether we choose to be happy, or

otherwise.. think ;) 

gudnite, ehh, goodmorning.. ahaa.. sweetdreams, sleeptight.. bismikallahumma ahya wa amut.. amiiin... assalamualaikum, bubye

from sweety,

xoxo

:)

unspeakable :#

bismillahirrahmanirahim,

assalamualaikum sweetie :)

skrg mood mmg undefined :| hmm.. td my mum kol.. luahkan everything pasal khidupn skrg nihh.. sumpahh sebakk.. keluar jugakk air mata nihh tnpa dipinta.. ya allah,  aq ta snggup na dengar.. sedeyy sgt. ampunkn smua salah silap kami skluarga.. jgn uji kami dgn dugaan mcm nihh.. semua pasal duit.. hmm, yeah.. mybe smua akn ckp  msing2 mmg ade  mslh duit nihh..  tp, aq ta larat na tnggung ya allah, kalau sepanjg 18 thun aq hidup hnya pnuh dgn air mata dsbbkn duitni..  aq ta pernh mengeluh atas sgla yg telah engkau jdikn.. aq bersyukur sbb msih berada dlm dnia yg pnuh dgn knikmatan  nii even ta dduk sebumbung dgn org yg bergelar 'abh'.. mungkin mmg nsib kami dah tertulis mcm tuhh.. tape, kami redhaaa.. cuma kdgkala mnusia nihh ta pernh terlepas dgn na pasang angan-angan kn.. sama jugakk dgn ami.. tade sorg dlm dnia nihh pun yg tade angan-angan.. it is not wrong to be a dreamer, but better to be a wise and realistic dreamer.. see? life is very complicated.. andai kata lhaa, pokok tuhh bolehh berckp, n pokok tuhh mnx ami explain 'what is dunia actually' mmg tu lhaa soaln yg pling susah na huraikan.. andai kte exam keluar soaln nihh, confirm, students fail.. ehee..too unique, too complicated, too exhausted and too many too.. ehee.. ta terungkap dgn kata2.. kalaulah di suruh gambarkan pulak dgn lukisan mmg messy lhaa lukisan tuhh.. hmm.. allah maha mengetahui stiap ssuatu.. aq yg mnghdpi plbgai cubaan hidup nihh, kdg2 tertanya tnya apa lg rencana allah  untuk aq sekeluarga.. my mom, sis, bro smua berdebar na tgk masa dpn.. ya, kami bhgia dgn khidupn skrg.. kami berempat mmg close sgt.. tp, sometimes, hati merintih, meluruh, mendudu dudu mnangis fikir apa yg kitorg adee.. dulu, my mum ingt untung kawin dgn org lepasan U nihh, khidupn terjamin.. tp rupanyee sbliknyaa.. its a hard thing to explain and it a wrong thing to blame the fate.. maaf allah.. ami, mmg salahkn abh dlm hal nihh.. bukan ank yg ta kenang budi, kuang ajar ke ape ke.. tp, ape yg  dibuat pd kluarga ami yg buat ami kuarkn statement, 'ihatehim' sorry.. seorg abh yg bertnggungjwb supposely ade fikir tntg masa dpn ank2 n kluarga.. misal : sdiakn rumah, kreta, tanah, duit simpnn dlm bank untuk ank2 smbung blja.. tp dy ta buad smuaa tuhh..  ea, dy abiskn smua tuhh dlm sklip mata.. emas my mum abis smuanya dy buat pjk gadai untuk bina syarikat.. bila da up, tingglkn ma n kwin baru.. time ade problem, sibukk terhegeh-hegeh cari ma. abh, you're too big enough to burden others shoulder.. ma, dlu terpksa korbnkn everything untk dy, sbb? syurga isteri bawah tapak  kaki suami..tp, apa yg dy dpt? kne cerai, diisytihar muflis sbb hutang abh, tade harta.. huh.. terlalu berat untuk ami nyatakan kat sini.. terlalu berat.. yg jd mngsa seterusnya adalah ami n adik2.. my god.. ease our way.. amiin

pernh ke ade mnusia yg kwin smpai tiga tpcerai tiga-tiga? now dduk solo after age forty? huh --' khidupn seseorg itu bermula pada usia 40 thun rite? tp, dy ta pernh na berubh.. bg susah pada ma.. hmm, its unfair.. dlu bg duit blnja 1000 stu bulan.. now? 250 shje? ingt mkin besar mkin taya mkn ke? mkin bsar perut mkin kcik ke? hmm, bukan ma ta kje, dlu lpas cerai pun dy ta bg ma keja.. so, ma buat kuih, mnjhit, direct selling, everything lhaa.. smua untuk tapau blikk prblnjaan rumah yg dy bg da ta ckup, yg short 750 tuhh.. bila mnx mara.. hmm,,, pnt ya allah.. aq takut na kwin, aq tkut na tnggu masa dpn aq.. aq tana perceraian ni jd warisab turun temurun.. aq tana  hdup aq jd bnda yg sama dgn skrg..alhamdulillah be in foundation dentistry insyaallah make a way for me to change our life without him.. da msuk sem 2 ami at usim nihh.. n stakat nihh, abh just bg 150  jee.. is it enough for student? fee je da 290.. tuuntuk satu sem.. bku 300.. ape ckup?  na sruh ami puasa ari2 agknyee.. but, allah maha adil.. dy ta kan biarkn hambamye selama lamanya berenang dlm  air mata.. ude, slalu tolong, paklong maklong.. sampai kadang2, mngis.. paklong yg bukan darah dging tuhh pun sllu jee tnye study mcmana.. ok ta.. duit macam mana.. pergi blikk hantar g stesen bas.. slalu pikey kselmtn and masa dpn aq.. abh ade? not even once in a year punn.. yg dy tahu cme, 'how your result?' 'ok?' andai ta ok, kite akan kne mara, dipersalahkn.. tp, andai kata gempak resultnyee, puhh.. bgtau stu dnia ank dy dpt best result.. is that suppose to call him abh? eventually not rite? tp, na buad cmne.. he still my father..

dy ta pernah tau, aq na study guna ape, na bku latihan ke ta..  ta pernh ambil tahu.. peti ais, tv, laptop smua ma blikan.. dy promise na bg blikk duit.. tp, smpy la ni tade punn.. ampunkan dosa dy ya allah..  berikan dy hidayah yg baikk.. amiin.. skrg, dy terlalu mnje kn ank baru dy.. ksian my bro.. da hmpir 7 bulan ta jmpe abh.. tngok fb, abh up status pasal ank bru dy.. dlm shopping mall? can you imagine what my bro's feeling? it damn deep hurt inside.. but he dont cares at all.. he often says 'abh susa jugakk' tp, dy hnya na isi dua perut.. mak kne isi 4 prut,, so is it call fair? of course not.. hmm, please say alhamdulillah for those yg ade better life.. jgn compare dgn khdupn org lain.. ade ckup fmly tuhh, say thank you allah.. ta sala.. ami sntiasa berdoa untuk yg terbaikk buat diri and family.. its hurt when you see your love is crying along the time.. it hurt..  so, better tomove out before air mata nihh mmbuak-buak kluar.. bubye, assalamualaikum

with full of love,

-xoxoami-    

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Tentang fakta khasiat buah Epal? . Buah Epal mempunyai khasiat tersendiri, epal merah dan epal hijau mempunyai rasa yang berbeza tetapi keduanya mempunyai khasiat yang sama iaitu banyak memberi manfaat kepada tubuh badan serta kesihatan mental.

Antara kelebihan Epal ialah :
- Amalan menghidu epal dapat memperbaiki kapasiti peparu dan menenangkan fikiran.
- Membersihkan saluran usus serta membuang racun dan toksid dengan pantas.
- Mengurangkan risiko penyakit jantung.
- Melindungi sendi tulang.
- Membantu mengekalkan berat badan ideal (epal hijau).
- Kandungan serat Epal berupaya mengisi perut yang lapar dan mencegah kita daripada makan berlebihan.
- Meredakan masalah sembelit dan ianya makanan yang sihat untuk pesakit buasir.
- Anti-kolestrol. Membantu dalam mengekalkan tahap kolestrol dalam darah.
- Selepas makan makanan segera, elok amalkan makan Epal supaya dapat menyeimbangkan kandungan zat dan mencegah berlaku lemak dalam badan.Saidina Ali Bin Abi Thalib :

“Apabila anda hendak makan Epal, hidulah baunya dan kemudian barulah makan Epal tersebut. Kerana apabila anda melakukan demikian, setiap penyakit dan bahaya akan dihilangkan dari tubuh anda dan segala sesuatu yang disebabkan oleh angin akan lenyap.”