assalamualaikum

bismillahirahmanirrahim

hai semua.. hehe.. selamat hari sabtu.. feeling bahagia harini.. sbb ape? sbb smlm ami luahkan segala galanya pd someone perasaan sebenar ami pd dy.. rasa lega ya amat.. alhamdulillah.. dy nak fikir ape, ye fikir lhaa.. niat ami ikhlas ckp bnda tuhh tau.. opps, sorry.. ami ta pernah pun story pasal dy kat blog ami kn.. pic dy punn ami tade.. sbb ami segan na berselfie ngan dy.. haha.. jumpa punn jarang skli.. sbnrnyee dy adalah manusia yg always give memories pd ami.. dy special, baik, nakal, manja, gedikk, sombong semua lhaa dy..  mcm2  perangai dy.. smpai kadang kadang ami terfikir, ehh, cmne tahh ley minat dy.. pelikk.. kenal dari sekolah rendah lagi.. tp, time sekolah rendah dulu, takut giler ngan dy.. n dy tergolong dlm golongan budak yg ami bnci.. hehe.. sorry lhaa, today's mood : only him.. haha.. *gatal.. knp ehh, sbb nmpak mcm budakk nakal kot..tu yg meluat betul lhaa.. rasa dy cm ajet ajet bagus jee.. hahahhaahah.. ntahlah.. after upsr tuhh, never noticed him until one day, time tuhh form 4... g pasaraya masli dpn rumah tu bli brg dapur.. terserempak ngan dy.. kat kaunter.. tetiba jantung, pergh, degup laju giler.. ta fhm knp.. padahal ramai jee da jmpe kwn yg lain.. tp, tah lhaa.. maybe da bsar.. so, rasa cm lain lau jmpe kwn lama.. kot.. then blikk tuh, g cc.. na onl fb (time ni tade lappy lg).. biasa lhaa budak2, tau fb jee pelengkap hidup dulu.. hahaah.. online online online, ehh, ting ting, msg msukk.. nama "HA--Q-- --Z----" ehh, ni budak yg kat msli tuhh.. cpt btol online jugakk.. (dlm hati je lhaa) then sembang sembang lhaa ngan dy.. dy mnx numb fon.. alahh, kwn lama kn, so bg je lhaa.. kebetulan, time tuhh mmg nga single sbb bru ptus ngan someone yg very annoying.. hmpir 6 bulan kot kitorg msg kol msg kol.. tade perasaan ape ape punn.. ye lhaa.. mls fikir.. tetiba, on the date of 11/3/11 dy 'lamar' aq.. cewah.. hahahahahaahha.. time tuhh mmg feeling hancur lhaa na kwn ngan llki.. cz ta sng ahh na bg laki suka2 singgah lau main2.. tp, setan bnykk masatu kat telinga.. dy suruh accept.. so, ami try to accept him, but only for ex ami jeles.. that is it.. tp, smuanya flip over.. niat hati nak mainkan perasaan org, akhirnya kecundang sendiri, cz tewas ngan perasaan sndiri.. weyy, dy nihh pakai bomoh ape tah, sampai hati ami nihh, betul betul terikat ngan dy.. pheww~~~

sounds like yekk yekk kn.. tp tu lhaa berlaku.. allah kata jgn berdendam, nnti parah.. ha, padan muka ami.. so, hbgn kitorg bertahan for 2 years jee.. tatau cmne leyy ptus.. msing msing ade salah kot.. for the whole world, against us.. how can we being together without any bless.. everybody around me, cukup cukup ta suka ami ngan dy.. i dont get it.. limaza? no answer. no answer. no answer.sometimes rasa cm pehal semua org, jeles ape.. tah lhaa.. bila baru jd tuhh,, tetiba dy dipanggil untukk msuk MRSM ohh my.. knp knp knp kne prgitngglkn ami pulakk an.. tp, for his future, let it be.. so, dy msukk situ, n ami ditingglkan untk kali prtma.. syg org yg jaauuuh nihh,, dugaan dy, makk oiii, bnyakk.. sikit sikit tgk pic dy, msti akn, sbar hati.. sbar.. msti akn mkn hati sndiri.. tp, kwn kn? bia lhaa.. try implant the trust sikit2..tp, nak kata lhaa kn, dah org skeliling ami ta suka ami ngan dy, then ade lhaa cerita2 yg bukan bukan pasal dy.. dy tu kuat merokok lhaa, kaki motor lhaa, kaki perempuan.  lhaa.. ta psti sama ada those stories is true or fitnah.. cause he is too far from me.. and i didnt know anything 'bout him before this.. but, in relation, i keep on trusting on him.. selagi ami ta nmpak those thing brlaku, selagi itu lhaa ami ta percaya apa2... dyorg marah cz ami ta caya.. tp, slgi mmpu sbar, ye ami sabar lhaa kn.. melenting sesuka hati punn ta gunaa..yg ami tau, yg ami knl dy, dy baikk.. dy hantar amikk balikk ami dari kerja, dy bawakk ami g buad lesen kereta and yg paling penting, dy bagi kbhgiaan pd ami,, means, never let me down.. tah lhaa.. words cannot explain it.. love is too blind.. how kitorang bleyy clash punn tatau.. tetiba jee.. time tuh kat tmpt blja kereta.. hamikk kau, ponteng keje satu hari, menonggeng menangis.. haha.. ta dpt terima sbb tade alsn kukuh kitorg clash.. maybe dy nak sndiri kot.. ntah lhaa.. yg lucu nyaa, kitorg ttp sambut second anniversary walaupun dah clash. faham ta?  giler kan? lpas clash, bukan ta berhubung.. ade jee msg and everything seems alright.. nothing is happen probably.. am i too fanatic towards him? yes i am..  to be continued.. panjang sgt.. haha.. daaaaa...

sweety,

xoxo